john
if its poison i’d take it anyway
for there is no greater strain
than awaking from a fast resolution
only to return to the reality of the situation
and how sad it is to accept
losing a friend
after finally finding yourself
(well, in the process of finding yourself)
you want to show them what you always could have been
instead of what you were
what you always will be in their head
so dream away little lover
like so many years before
and hope for the best
without your head interfering
