write
time?
dear everyone
i’m going to kill myself
zac
ps no one gets my organs
zac begins taking the meds in his bedroom. latenight. falls asleep. dream?
wakes up..pissed ofc. goes to friend.
zac: dude, what the fuck kind of weak ass drugs did you give me?
friend: [working/restacking coffee bags while talking]huh?
zac: the pain killers, dildo head, a whole bottle isn’t worth shit
friend:[slightly confused]you took the whole bottle?
zac: yea
friend: dude those were vitamins
zac: …you sold me vitamins?
friend: yea sorry dude i needed pot money
friend walks into kitchen
friend: [slightly yelling to be heard]
so you took the whole bottle, eh?
zac looks around, the cafe is slightly full, no one pays attention. all intellectual reading singles at separate tables. zac goes into the kitchen, meets up with friend at loading dock to smoke cig
friend: cigarette
zac: no
friend:[smirking] that’s funny, you know dude?
zac: why?
friend: you’d rather kill yourself and completely fuck with everyone around you who actually gives a fuck about you…instead of slowly killing yourself with this lovely cancer stick. that way its no one else’s fault but your’s.
zac: [pauses briefly] thats a fucked up way to think, you know?
friend laughs
