concepts….

 how relative is the horror plot in this day and age? do people still like horror novels? can i get away with writing  a plot like stephen king…and for people in my generation? do we still do that? do the intellectuals still enjoy a good read of "the shining", or had the name KING turned into KUBRICK? ok, it is  a fucking fantastic movie, but the book…how many people have actually read the book?

i guess that doesn’t matter, what matters is the stories were turned into movies…several…go king. aha. revelation! wow…stephen king is brilliant.  so, i just have to write a story i would want to see as a movie…oh my god i could totally do that.

fuck intellectualism? no no no it can’t be. but i suppose if i am truly serious about this, i must appeal to the already appealed field. i can imitate.

by the way i got spell check to  work in wordpress…silly me. it should have been obvious

anyway….i could do this..but here i am writing about it. oddly enough, this is one of the steps to writing…having a journal just to jot down thoughts and notes. as well as sketches i’ve drawn 

lost my train of thought. so i’ve drawn things, wrote tiny things, thought things, ate things.  and visualized crazy ass things. and i think it will have a female lead. a horror plot with a female lead that isn’t remotely anything like a slasher movie…more like a king plot….

this is going to take a long time. i hope i don’t kill myself before i get something. i must be patient. and accept my faults and illnesses. and just go with it and hope it works out for the best.