yesterday i turned 22.

ten years ago, when i was in 6th grade, my school locker was covered in birthday cards from friends i haven’t been close to since then. yesterday my facebook wall only got 4 happy birthday wishes. i have no friends….

its very sad…its very hard. and lately i’ve believed that i am shit. i’ve always been shit. everything i touch turns to shit. and i never did anything to deserve a higher title.

oh well…i want to cry…but i won’t….i won’t