i’m so down on myself today that i experience anger and pain from incidents that have long past gone

this happens to me a few times a year

so i must say this, to get it off my chest:

fuck you, for your idiocy and childish exuses.

fuck you john for always being john. disgusting and sad and still in need of his facade

fuck you katya, for knowing better and still not giving a shit, marked as a bad person.

and when you all decided that i was the monster to be slaughtered, did it occur that i am no monster. i am a scarred little girl with no logic, and always crying.