oh, that was odd…..wordpress doesnt seem to want to work through safari, but on firefox it is fine. i am not sure what wordpress has against safari, maybe because safari is so snooty and clean, while firefox is loose and filled with exciting new things, to the point of being dirty.
ummm, i dunno, note to self: only publish entries through firefox, otherwise the content will be mysteriously deleted, save the title. well, my ruined entry was titled :"le options" (if you scroll down, like an unlazy person, you will see it). i’m talking about options because i have the opportunity to contact a cornell university professor and talk about what i want to do writing wise. the thing is, i recently discovered that i suck at everything, including writing, and really have to give up on that one because of it. plus i hate using the telephone, its one of my phobias, i can’t even answer a phone if i don’t know who it is. i hate it, its crippling. oh well. what do i do? i should contact this guy, i should at least set myself up for some kind of future. but i am nervous and scarred and stupid. oh well. maybe i’ll call him on monday…its is saturday after all.
my fiance and i just went to a really delicious restaurant that was located in a really cheap strip mall….which probably explains why the food was so cheap. actually, it doesn’t because the food was really good…..i had really good salmon. and it was so cheap. i can’t get over it cause usually when food is actually good at a restaurant it comes with a "charge you up the ass" fee. this was nice. although i must say they didn’t have many options…i think its a chain of some sort, some kinda cheap chain. lol but delicious
our fridge is broken, all the food we JUST bought is spoiled (included milk, meat, veg/fruit, yogurt, more meat, and two ben and jerrys icecream pints) it is soooo depressing to lose that much food. the fridge smells so bad. we’re so lazy, it broke yesterday but we’re not cleaning it out until tomorrow. i am not going near it. so you know who is……
there are perks to getting married 
thought i’m not getting cold feet, i don’t feel responsible enough to be married. i need a real life. not the one i have now. something with a steady income and sense of completeness. then i can get married. now i just feel silly. but i love my dude. and really, thats all that matters. so i know things will work out.
