i have no idea how many of these blogs i’ve come up with. i have (1,2,3,4) 4 livejournals. but i have not kept track on how many bleeding blogs i have created through wordpress. they are much fancier. it makes me feel more at ease to type and think and not feel like an eleven year old.

 well, the first blog i ever did with wordpress was fiknoblin.org (i will not link to this site, for i know the administrator will find out through his sleuthing and internet/computer abilities. hell, he’s helped me sniff out a few assholes who left nasty comments on my livejournal, then turn out to be old school chums. so yes, i think sleuthing can be useful, but not when you are the subject being sleuthed.   good word, sleuthing, good word.). fiknoblin.org was also the most popular site i worked on, being a news blog type of thing, whatever you call it. we got a lot of bored old people in their underwear reading it, so that was good. a piece i did on a john stewart interview was even quoted on donklephant.   why? i’ll never know. it was a terrible piece, i was never good at reporting news, i have bad ADD, but for some reason i was quoted on donklephant and it was my 15 minutes of internet fame….i think.

 i think………………

………………..god knows how many nude pics there are of me spread about (thank you very much mr maxwell). kidding, kidding. but unfortunately, like any lonely girl pre-meeting her great love, i did give out dirty pictures to a few strangers and perverts. gave personal pleasure to a few strangers and perverts. and learned to love a few strangers and perverts. i cannot begin to describe how pleased i am to have left that stage in my life. thank you internet, for corrupting this little girl.

 anyway, after i quit fiknoblin.org  (out of boredom, ofc) i still dabbled with wordpress a bit, even though lj was my main source of blogging. i brooded, i belched, i made up a website of little poems and gifts for my boyfriend (now fiance). i don’t know how this one will turn out. but i do know i am done with my four ljs and random blurbs on facebook. i need something concrete and nice looking. this is fairly nice looking. and pays good homage to bram stoker

 the problem with wordpress is everytime i press the [ENTER] button the whole screen scrolls back up to the top. how the fuck do i fix that? should i give up and not attempt to paragraph? fuck that i’m from new england.